BOAZ? MAYBE NOT!!
Honey,
I know sometimes you wonder or ask yourself, "what is going through this lady's mind".....
Tell you what?
Most of the times, Its you I am thinking about, about us, about the far we have come along but i cant help but ask myself, Do you need me? Do you really need me My Sweet?. I know our kind of relationship can be easy at times and some times It can be complicated...
There are times I want to run away but most times i am compelled to stay. I stay because I made a choice to love you through It all.Sometimes I want to give up on you and go back to my reserved life but I am at a point of no return....I definitely didn't plan on getting here but since am at this point then tell me, Do you really need me? Do you really want to fight for this as much as I do? Do you really want to reach for my hand and we start from somewhere?
When i fell in love with you i wasnt looking for a perfect man. I was not looking for a man at a safe zone. I wasnt looking for an okay man. I wasnt looking for a figured out man but Honestly I wasn't also looking for a man that every woman can have. Well almost all women are looking for Boaz, a finished man to their thinking. When I asked God for a man, I asked for a man I could help him build to the man he would want him to be for the glory of his name. I never wanted a boaz because I know as a woman, God has enabled me to be a builder (proverbs 14:1). I asked him to give me the grace to be able to Submit to you, respect you, love you unconditionally and build you with him.
I know sometimes you wonder or ask yourself, "what is going through this lady's mind".....
Tell you what?
Most of the times, Its you I am thinking about, about us, about the far we have come along but i cant help but ask myself, Do you need me? Do you really need me My Sweet?. I know our kind of relationship can be easy at times and some times It can be complicated...
There are times I want to run away but most times i am compelled to stay. I stay because I made a choice to love you through It all.Sometimes I want to give up on you and go back to my reserved life but I am at a point of no return....I definitely didn't plan on getting here but since am at this point then tell me, Do you really need me? Do you really want to fight for this as much as I do? Do you really want to reach for my hand and we start from somewhere?
When i fell in love with you i wasnt looking for a perfect man. I was not looking for a man at a safe zone. I wasnt looking for an okay man. I wasnt looking for a figured out man but Honestly I wasn't also looking for a man that every woman can have. Well almost all women are looking for Boaz, a finished man to their thinking. When I asked God for a man, I asked for a man I could help him build to the man he would want him to be for the glory of his name. I never wanted a boaz because I know as a woman, God has enabled me to be a builder (proverbs 14:1). I asked him to give me the grace to be able to Submit to you, respect you, love you unconditionally and build you with him.
I never want to quit on you in any case. No matter how bad the situation is. We have had our fights, we have had our moments, we have had moments were we give up on each other but somehow we find our way back to each other's arms.There is more to why i keep coming back. I know I mess up too, many a times and you are a great forgiver, that I must say. Thank you for loving me even when it was hardest. Tell me whether you still need me as much as you love me. One thing is for sure honey, I wanna stay and never leave.
Love,
Le Queen
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